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BACK :)

Its been a while that i have been on here. there is really nothing to talk about really, i feel betrayed, i feel like iam pathetic. in life, we all have certain expectations we want to live up to. but sometimes when dreams shattered, it feels terrible. not all dreams are meant to be true, but hoping is never bad. with that being said, i think one day everything falls in the right place. & we all find our spots & looking back we realize life did have better things planned :)

so keep hoping!!!! :)

Hello!

OMGEEEE!!!!! i got back after such a LONGGGG time!!!!!!!

 well, i have way too much to say!!! :) haha. first of all, I AM A JUNIOR!!!! woohoo

secondly, i got a job and the best job anyone can ever have, at Kumon! i doing my internship at matzke elementary school and i love it! its like half of my life at this point! i am Ms. Anika for the little forth graders. I LOVE THEM :)

that is what, kinda sorta is going on at this point. again, life has its ups and downs, but dont ever let that get to you!

my philosphy, you keep trying and then if you dont get what you wanted, then hey, you will know you TRIED and thats the best part about it!

so keep trying and never let anything or anyone hurt you, because the truth is everyone somehow will because no one perfect but try and look at the imperfect sides of people and see how they make is beautiful too!

if you give positive attitude toward people, trust me, you’ll be adored by someone, because again, you never know who might be FALLING IN LOVE WITH YOU;)

so keep smiling! ALWAYS AND FOREVER! :D

love~

Anika

a little something that we ALL should remeber! :)

people are often unreasonable, illogical, and self-centered;
forgive them anyway.

if you are kind, people may accuse you of selfish, ulterior motives;
be kind anyway.

if you are successful, you will win some false friends and some true enemies;
succeed anyway.

if you are honest and frank, people may cheat you;
be honest and frank anyway.

what you spend years building, someone could destroy overnight;
build anyway.

if you find serenity and happiness, they may be jealous;
be happy anyway.

the good you do today, people will often forget tomorrow;
do good anyway.

give the world the best you have,
and it may never be enough;
give the world the best you’ve got anyway.

you see, in the final analysis,
it is between you and God;
it was never between you and them anyway.

~ MOTHER TERESA <3

READY?? :)

hey people out there!! are you ready for your amazing adventure of the year?? :)

C’mon!!! PUT YOUR HANDS UP! :D well, when school starts i know we gotta be busy with classes, homeworks and all that but hey being busy isnt bad! and the process of learning is amazing!!!

yes, i will miss sleeping untill almost 12, but hey, thats not the way to enjoy life :P

lets be productive and do out best at school! :)

so, my goodlucks are with yall!

have a GREAT START! and a GREAT YEAR!

love yall

~Anika <3

SCHOOL!

i dont know if i should be excited for school to start or not….well of course i am excited because i guess i will get to see my friends and may be actually “be productive” i think i killed my whole summer wasting time and not doing SAT stuff. which i should have done? considering i am going to be a junior! well i guess it is just how is it! cant get back what i lost! ahhhh!!!

oh well, but it wasnt a waste all the way! hopefully i will cover it up, somehow? well i hope!! or am i worrying to much over it? i guess iam! o well! i guess i am ready for school since i did pick the classes i WANTED but not somethings that the counselor recommended me to. i hope my choices dont turn out bad! haha

well JUNIOR year, here i come! :)

Iam wayyyy toooo happyyy!!!! :D

Sorry friends!!!!! im probably spamming your “dash board”! im so sooryyyy!!!! im just way too excited!!! after a LONNGGGG time i got so many happiness at once!!!!!

hahhahaha i LIKE this:D

a WONDERFUL evening :)

An evening i have been waiting for! and i finally got to see my “green tie white shirt” ahhh!!!!!! sooo cuteeeee i could STARE at you all dayyyyy!!!!!! across the room!!! <3

His mom called me up to her and talked to me for sooooooo LONGGG time!!!!

a plus sign? YES, def! CANYOUSAYADAYWELlSPENT??? OF COURSE ;)

across the room, today…

i saw the shiny glimpse of his BRIGHT BLACK eyes :)

i think my heart is somewhere else??? :P

ahhhhhhhhhhhhhh I LOVE THIS LIL CRUSHING THINGS! ;) hahhahaha

<3

~Anika

hey YOU!

hey my other half! i know you are somewhere! i dont know how you will look, where you are gonna come from! but i think about you, my MR. RIGHT! where are you?

if you can come into my dreams, show up in my life ALREADY! PLEASE! JK. take your time and show up when Allah (God) sends you to me :)

hahaha me and my random thoughts of… canyousayweirdness???? lol

ahhhhh i <3 you TUMBLR! :D

<3

~Anika

YES! i did it!

As CRAZY as it sounds, but 100% true, i deactivated my facebook. the person who would log in on facebook like 20 times a day but my life without it is better! :)

when i do think back, all the bad things/people i never wanted to meet, i got from facebook. i guess for me, it was like a root of evil? i don’t know and also i don’t mean that its for everyone! but happened with me and i think the best thing to do was just go off maybe for a while? but just needed to be off of all the things. i don’t need unnecessary things going on in my life! where people talks about me without knowing! and too much judging! well i guess its just people.

Ya, gotta admit, i kinda miss it. but i will just live without it anyways :)